There's always that one person who will always be

Road Trip

Today we left for our road trip to wisconsin to visit my sister and my family, being on the road always help me find myself. Right now that’s all I need to do, im confused about everything in my life. I want you but you don’t want what I want, I usually turn to my friends for help but there not who I thought they were. The worst thing for a girl is to have nobody and right now that’s me. I wish just one time something would go right for me but I guess this I what God wants for me right now. This ruff patch in my life will only make me a better, stronger person. It may be hard now but I know it will get better. Most people would say use drugs or drinks to make the pain go away but for me it only makes it worse. It only puts it off for a short period of time, then you think about it again. They may get you through the day but what about the days after that? It will never take the pain away, it will never solve the problem. That stuff is to have fun ad how can you have fun when you feel sad? This road trip (either though I will only be gone for 5 days) will make things better. Hopefully it will show you how much you actually like me an how you will miss me but I doubt it. My dreams are just dreams never reality. Though my life is in ruins and my heart is in pieces the pain will go away but the scars will stay forever…